"We do not inherit the Earth from our Ancestors, we borrow it from our Children."
- Ancient Indian Proverb
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Desculpe esse post estar em inglês... mas é que eu escrevi no myspace onde a maioria dos meus amigos são grings... e to com preguiça de traduzir... Mas leia mesmo que vc não entenda mt inglês, pq eh mt importante...
SO DO YOU THINK YOU'LL LIVE FOREVER?
OK so that might have been a scary subject.... but that's cuz today I talked to this friend I really love and it got me thinking (which I usually don't do.)
On Dec. 27th I heard about this bus accident, going to Ubatuba, a beach here in Sao Paulo State... It got me kinda upset, but accidents happen all the time, specially on Holidays...
Anyways, today I talked to my old roomate and she said she was at home recovering. First thing that went on my mind was that she had had the flu or something... And she said "I wish I was just sick"... I didn't know what to think... I knew it wasn't a really big deal cuz she was talking to me online... so she was at least able to read, write and type...
Anyways, she was on that bus that crashed.... and she hurt her arm really bad... the good thing is that it was just her arm, because some people had their faces destroyed and from what I remember some people even died. But still... that's scary... I felt like crying while talking to her...
What would I feel if instead of talking to her, I talked to someone else and found out she didn't make it? Have I told her that she is really important to me? Have I told her how I really like having her as a friend and that I loved having her as a roomie? Probably yes, I think she knows it all... Even the only "secret" we had for a while, I've told her when we traveled together to Rio.... But what if it were someone else? Someone else I had not had the chance to say it all?
Or what if it were me??? What if I died, would I die in peace, knowing that I have talked to all the people that matter and told'em how important they are/were to me????? Or would I die knowing that I have let lots of people go without telling them what my feelings were? Or would I just not know anything, cuz when you die you stop thinking??? I don't know... But I know I haven't had really the chance to tell everyone how they made a difference on my life...
Let's see the other side now? How would my friends feel if I died? Would they be sorry for keeping me a secret? Or for not telling me whatever they wanted to tell me? Would they feel like going back on time so they could do something different? I think I'd do other stuff if I got to go back on time... I wouldn't not do something I've done, I'd only add more... More talking, more trips, more boys, more listening to my parents... More not being to stupid and naive. Lately I have done 2 things that I'd not normally do, but I know I'd be really upset if I didn't... One of my friends and I fought over nothing - didn't really fight, just stopped talking to each other... And it took us a few months to start talking again. Now we talk, I'm happy, she's happy and we're all good! Then I called someone I was afraid to... and even though it wasn't the most awesome conversation, at least I didn' spend the rest of the day thinking "what if I had called?"
What about you? What would you do different? What would you tell me? Is there anything you should apologise to me or anyone else? Well... what the hell are you waiting for? Do it! Call me or whoever else you need to talk... Don't wanna call? Write a letter, an email, anything... but do tell'em so you won't be sorry at the end.
postado por ::JOSI::
Comenta logo!
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Domingo, Janeiro 01, 2006
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